that autism feel when your bad motor skills show up in weird ways so no one believes you that you have this symptom, like you can do very fine needlework and tiny drawings but you always misjudge how close you are to the corners of tables and chairs so you’re forever hitting your legs on things, and you just can’t seem to judge how far back to tip a can or a bottle sometimes, so you’ll spill soda all down your chin in public and feel completely embarrassed
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Having a halfway decent relationship with your abusive parent during adulthood is so weird. Its like, “oh mom, you’re so funny and cute! You violated me and made my childhood a living nightmare, causing trauma that I will never recover from, but nowadays you’re just a barrel of laughs!”
Like, its so great bc as parent and child you share a lot of mannerisms and personality traits, you’ve got a lot of in jokes, you just also have the heart wrenching awareness that this person will never, ever apologize for how they have victimized you, or even just admit to it
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