Things I allow myself to do now that I know I’m autistic:
– stim more
– no smile unless I mean it
– have low ex days
– isolate myself properly
– say what I mean and not what I think people want to hear
– struggle (this one is so important) with driving/shopping/going to the bank etc without feeling shitty about myself
– cry more
Not masking feels so nice, but it’s sooo hard
I hope to be more like this
